Today

Today is an sad day.
A bad poetry day,
a fuzzy socks and
hot chocolate day.

Today is a hide
somewhere dark and warm and
comforting not-think-about
today day.

Today is an anxiety day
a day of held back tears
and hugging day.
A grey inside head,
dark edges to my sight day.
A lonely, by myself, left out day.

Today the sun shines
which hurts because
today should be rain
rain and rain and rain.

Today is an sad day.